I put this here just because I know very few if any will read it. It's been a very long few weeks, no matter what I do I just can't shake this depressed mood. But I felt like just saying how grateful am for what is going right at the moment.
In a crazy time with no sense of direction and a feeling of dread at every turn I am glad that I can drive just a couple of minutes and be with my family. They help in ways they don't even know, from my Mom and or Melissa just talking with me, or Alexa, Beryle, and Ellie playing and making me forget about everything, or Cory and Tyler (and Derek) pulling me away to do something random, or the advise from Brent, it has all helped; thank you.
The fact I have a great job, even though someways I feel like I have no idea what I am doing I am glad they want me around and keep paying me. I am so happy I got it, thank you Rob.
My free house, though it may be run down, have no hot water, possibly infested with spiders, and be sold at any minute, I glad I have it and can't express that enough.
And still and for ever Vaughn, Amy, and Adi. For what they have done for me I will never forget or be able to thank them enough. That situation could not have gone any better. I will for ever be indebted to them. I love them so much.
There is much more but those are the big ones right now. Sorry to be all sappy but I couldn't sleep and have needed to say that for a while. I'm not sure how much ling I'll keep this because more and more I don't see a point to it because no body comes around. But that's a decision for later.
Night.
"All hail the hobo king."
