Stresses already

After days of working on this thing it is finally finished. That contract has taken more time than I ever thought possible. My head hurts from smelling the sharpies I used to write it and I'm dizzy from having to look back and forth between this bright yellow paper and the tiny white paper that I am copying. Though I did add my own parts to it to make it more interesting so it wasn't all bad. I'll be surprised if anyone tries to read all of it cause I don't even want to.
I'm still not sure if anyone is reading this blog but I'm going to still pretend that someone is and that you are interested in what goes on.
I can't believe how poor I really am now. I have paid all but one bill for the month and in all honesty I am completely broke. I am way glad that they are feeding us for the rest of this week cause I really don't want to be eating my own food just yet, it costs too much to replace. I am really hoping that someone will buy my truck soon. Tyler is supposed to be driving it everyday to work so that he can park it out on main street in Spanish Fork, but so far I have only gotten one call on it and they double checked the price and then seemed utterly uninterested. I keep reposting it on KSL.com but again no one wants to buy it. I'm not really sure what I am going to do if I can't sell it. I have been looking to see if there is any place down here that will hire me but not one place I went is hiring, well Mcdonald's is but I don't have as much time as they would like me to have to work there.
Being an RA has made it almost impossible to find a job somewhere seeing as how I have to be in the building A LOT. So I am going to keep trying and hopefully it will all work out.

"I'm mostly looking for some mercy. Like, it would be freaking awesome if I didn't get hit."