Roommates

They are the worst. I used to enjoy where I live. Now, thanks to them it's gross and never stays clean. I hate roommates so much.

100

I was considering doing a little story I have been writing for this, my 100th post. But after today, I realized that would be pointless.

I have been trying and for the most part succeeding at being positive and happy for the past 4 months; but it is getting really hard when people see my kindness or effort thereof and take advantage of it.

I have been walked on and treated like crap for a long time and I am tired of it.

I had a long scathing post written out, just tearing into people that have made my life hell for the past year; but I am better than that. I know it, and you know it. Just know this, if you're wondering if you were included in that post, it probably means you did something to deserve to be there and were.

Now I know the people that read this can be numbered on one half of one hand but I still don't care. I need at least someone to know that I am truely, 100% angry at so many people.

Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day to all those dads I know: both my Grandpa's, my dad, Brent, Cory, Rob Lamb, Vaughn, and my friends that have taken the plunge: Nych, Rob, Christian, and Bret.

Vacation?

Alright so here's the non-awkward blog I agreed to last time.

I am ready for a vacation. Not just a short trip to Vegas or camping close by, but a get on plane and go somewhere new type of trip. This doesn't mean I can afford it but it has been forever since I have done this. As in 5 years. So I have been looking and I think I am going to Tyra nd go to Chicago in July or maybe Denver. Both instances would be around the premise of going to a Cubs game. I would prefer to go to Wrigley field in Chicago but if due to money and timing I would be okay with going to Coord field in Denver. So! I will start trying to figure out how to go do that. Unfortunately that means taking time off work which I hate doing for many reasons but I guess it's tme to suck it up and go.

Also I think I want to take a road trip. I was thinking of going to Arizona, and visit Steve. Maybe go camping at Havasupai falls. But that is yet to be seen.

All I know is that I am ready to go on a trip. And soon.

Some thanks

I just wanted to write real quick and say a few thanks before I go to bed,

-Thank you to my Mom and Brent, I know I haven't been the wisest child or easiest to deal with but you both have been ever helpful and supportive no matter what. I know you guys care and I love you both for how much you have done and continue to do for me.

-Cory and Melissa thank you guys for being there, where?, just there. Whether that's at your house, in Vegas, a restaurant, Mary Jo's house, or jut out and about you both have been so willing to let me tag along and just try and relax or get away for a bit. Whether that's been just chatting with Melissa in the living room or going to Scheel's with Cory; it's always nice to be able to just hang out.

-Brylee and Ellie, for just being them (not the moody/grumpy/yelling/screaming side) but the cute, loving, fun, and playful side that they usually are. Just makes me feel loved.

-Alexa as a little sister you are squeaky and hyper energetic. But I love it, she fun to just talk to and play with. I enjoy so much being an older brother to you.

-Tyler and Ashley, despite the fact I don't see you guys much I am glad of the times we have hung out. I know we have our differences but who doesn't. You are both fantastic and a great example to someone like me who may not make the best choices, that things can always go better. Thank you.

-Derek, we go fishing, and to wing nuts, and to movies, and church (sometimes), and to the ranch, and BBQ's, and disc golfing, and other stuff. You have become a great friend and a ton of help at the dark times. Thank you.

-Chris and Kailey (Quinn included) you guys are amazing friends and another wonderful example of the simple joys in life. I love spending time with you guys and getting to see you three grow as a family. It makes me happy. Thanks for letting me being you dinner (or buy it for you). 

-Rob and Jocelyn you have both made life better for me in our neighborhood. I like being able to walk across the street and say hi, or see Logan out in the grass with the dogs, I am thankful you have both helped keep me sane over the years and help me get back closer to family. You three really are awesome.

Now I know there is a ton more people to thank, like Jared and Randilyn, Lucy, extended family, and especially Vaughn and Amy. I really hope you guys know I love you all and am grateful for everything you have all done for me. But I am falling asleep and I was told recently I needed to post so here it is, a quick write up of the things that have been on my mind.

Any who..... Time for bed, I'll make a less awkward post sometime soon.

Waiting to spend all my money

I'm a little bugged, I thought that my old work would let me know about problems if they saw them but I guess I was wrong. I sit here at Rocky's in Spanish Fork waiting for them to tell me how much I have to spend to fix my fuel leak that my old manager forgot to tell me about two weeks ago. So now it looks as though the money I was saving now goes to this. Oh the joys of owning a vehicle. Along that note, my legs KILL from riding a bike to work and back last night. It's been forever since I last rode a bike, and I can and will be feeling that for days.

Oh and there we have it, $540 to fix it. Joy. Oh and what shows up while I'm waiting to hear? An email informing me my insurance premiums are going up. Fantastic. Gotta love good days like this.

But I can't complain, I have had some great past couple of months, a bad day was bound to show up. It'll pass soon enough. Though it looks as though I will be spending a lot more time at home...for free.

So not much else going on, still trying to revive my yard, working over night, a bit of Geocaching to start the summer, and the thought of maybe going on a date. But we'll see what happens as the summer moves along. Hopefully I can do a BBQ sometime soon, bring everybody out to enjoy my crappy yard.

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.sorry not the most compelling post but its a post none the less

3-D

I was kinda excited today, I had a date for the first time in a very long time and was looking forward to it. I cut my hair, shaved, got all cleaned up, put on my nice clothes, and no joke 2 minutes before I go to leave the house I get a call. Yup guess who just bailed, ... My date. Now don't get me wrong I can't hold it against her, she needed to help family. But I am just bummed, I was excited for this, and this was the second or third time we had rescheduled.
BUT, I was not to let this ruin my night....too horribly. I went on my date anyways...alone...as one does. I sauntered into the restaurant, took my seat, had a meal (not the best but I didn't have to cook or clean it so I can't complain), left and headed to the movie theater, and there I proceeded to enjoy a movie (Jurassic Park in 3D) all by my lonesome.
And yes, it was as lonely as it sounds. But I have grown accustomed to this and we'll all in all the worst thing I could really complain about if I really wanted to, is the blister on my hand from yard work today. Tough crying about it on the Internet isn't going to help it so I won't.
That's really all I got, that is the excitement if my life.